I'm having a hard time with this space here. This blank white page with the blinking cursor. There is so much going on "behind the scenes" and I'm not sure if I can share it. I'm not sure I can without being labeled an "oversharer".
Here's the lowdown:
We might sell the house. We might not. We've lost all our equity in the house plus some. If we sell it, we'll owe on it. A lot. That sucks.
So...I'm looking for a job.
Subsequently, I am looking for childcare for Noah and it's breaking my heart into a million pieces.
I am really good at staying home with Noah, I may go so far as to say I love it more than most anything, and I don't want to give it up.
But I have to give it up.
I'm also a really super employee so if you know anyone who is looking, let me know. I work hard for my money, honey.
However, there is not enough wine in the world to make me content with this decision.
Life gets hard, sometimes. I think now would be a good time to get a break.
(P.S. We were in Arizona visiting my grandparents last weekend so I have fun pics of the kid in a cowboy hat coming, for those two people who are desperate for baby pics, HILARY and MOM. Reeeee-lax, wouldya?)